yay! exams are finally over. sejarah was surprisingly.. okay! i thought it'll be very hard. sejarah has always been one of my worst subjects anyway. second to bm =D and now i can start to read books that i want to read. my mom stopped me from reading any fiction one month before the exams started. but it's history now. im freeeeeee! all im worried about now is my results. i may be worrying too much but my maths didnt went that well. i forgot how to do. i was stressed. and then i tembak everything. sigh.. bryan so told me i only got 5/10 for my graph today. i wonder why. i rmb i've checked everything.. ranjeeta also said our bm wasnt good. is it possible that she's actually joking? she seem to have something that she hasnt told us yet. i have a feeling she's not telling us something. im sooo curious. all i can think of is our grades werent bad at all. im not smart at guessing. but she has a 'im-hiding-stuff-from-these-stupid-kids' kind of look. well anyway, i felt dizzy right after i finished doing my sejarah paper. felt so bad. had two panadols when i went back home. it was like FREEZING COLD! while my mom was wearing short pants and a t-shirt.. i still have headache now though.. maybe i should take another pill. or just sleep earlier. well. nite nite.

helllooooo~ i finally have time to blog =D 2 more days and the exams are done! yay! exams were okayy.. they werent VERY hard like what we did for year-end. wait. that's common sense. i feel so happy. and hyper. thinking that exams are getting over soon. and it's raining now.. it has been raining everyday. since sunday i think? same time everyday. i think since last week. not sunday. owh yea, najwa taught me a new song today. it's the new advertisement from discovery channel. BOOM-DE-AH-DAH! i think it rocks x)

I love the mountains,
I love the clear blue skiesI love big bridges,
I love when great whites fly
I love the whole world,
and all its sights and sounds
Boom-de-ah-dah, Boom-de-ah-dah,
Boom-de-ah-dah, Boom-de-ah-dah
I love the oceans,
I love real dirty things
I love to go fast,
I love egyptian kings
I love the whole world,
and all its craziness
Boom-de-ah-dah, Boom-de-ah-dah,
Boom-de-ah-dah, Boom-de-ah-dah
I love tornadoes,
I love arach-a-nids
I love hot magma,
I love the giant squids
I love the whole world,
its such a brilliant place
Boom-de-ah-dah, Boom-de-ah-dah,
Boom-de-ah-dah, Boom-de-ah-dah
Boom-de-ah-dah, Boom-de-ah-dah,
Boom-de-ah-dah, Boom-de-ah-dah,
Boom-de-ah-da, Boom-de-ah-dah



thanks najwa :D

another day closer to exams.. sigh.. i had gastric this morning =/ that wasnt fun.. most lessons were okay until those after lunch. 1st is moral. puan Ida's okayy.. but moral class always seem to be one of the most boring classes to me. and then, BOEY. ugh. i dont understand why she just gotta tap her nails on my table so many times. it's annoying. i was already answering her questions. she didnt even stop when i was done and sitting down. she's so blur and old. kinda deaf too. she kept on calling my name last time eventhough i was standing right beside her. well that's the blur part anyway. old? hafiza can explain it even better. i rmb she said something like wad.. low boobs? x) and aging-treatment. the old part isnt that bad. most teachers in our school are old. and then sejarah. good thing she postponed the quiz. i studied but nothing went in. sejarah was same as always. during the last period, RANJEETA's NOT HERE! weee~~~ the relief teacher just sat there =) grace also took pictures of the 2betarians to scan and put it with the t-shirt thingy-s they wanna use for class decoration. like around 10 minutes before school ends, it started to rain. heavy rain. well i think it's more of a STORM. and i gotta walk across the road which is well.. pretty much flooded. clothes wet. shoes soaked. even my phone got wet. just abit.. good thing the books were dry. i didnt know my bags were waterproof! x) well i gtg. music class.. signing off =)

yes i know i deserve this.im sorry..
im a bitch myself. im a bad person. shouldnt have done it. now im regretting. u can say what u want and i'll take it. i've been taking in all of it. maybe i've been thinking the wrong way all along. u were my best friend too you know. im really sorry. your secrets are still safe with me. and i know mine is too. im not asking for forgiveness. because i know it's impossible. i wont forgive that bitch if she did that to me. i crossed the line. served me right. i just hope it can go back to when we were happy. im such an idiot. what have i been thinking all this time? i was confused with everything and then i've acted so badly. i know im evil. i've been thinking so much of ur flaws that i've forgotten the good times we've been through. u were there for me when i needed you. i'll try to be nice from now on. maybe we'll be best friends again. laughing and stuff.. well i know it wont happen soon. maybe a year or two? i dont know. i hope so. i made everyone feel dissapointed. feel bad. and i hurt u. i didnt really mean it most of the times. but sometimes i do. sorry. it sounds stupid when i write it out like that. but everything i write here is true. maybe it's my hormones or something. but i wont blame it. i always seem to think like a pessimist. a evil one. and again im sorry. to everyone. everyone i've insulted or hurt before. i'll try to change my attitude. give me some time. i know i can. we may not be as close as before, but just please dont hate me. please? it may take a long time but i still hope we're getting there soon. that's why i've been repeating this so many times. it's stupid of me to apologise like this. no sincerity. but i dont dare to talk to you face to face sometimes. i feel guilty. im really sorry. i've dissapointed you all. im such a bitch.